GAHH IM SO FRUSTRATED RIGHT NOW ESPECIALLY WITH CHANNING AND OUR RELATIONSHIP...DONT GET ME WRONG I DO KNOW HE LOVES ME AND HE KNOWS I LOVE HIM (AT LEAST I HOPE) ANYWAYS HERE LATELY THERE HAS BEEN SOMETHING LACKING IN OUR RELATIONSHIP...ITS AFFECTION HERE LATELY HE SPENDS TIME IN THE LIVING ROOM WATCHING TV AND I AM IN THE BED ROOM STUDYING OR WATCHING TV OR SOMETHING. IT HURTS ME SO MUCH ITS LIKE I HAVE TO BEG FOR SEX ALL THE TIME AND ATTENTION...HE SAYS HE THINKS PART OF IT IS HE HAS GOTTEN VERY VERY VERY LAZY ESPECIALLY SINCE HE ONLY WORKS 2 DAYS A WEEK NOW...IT HURTS ME WE HAVE THIS HUGE BED AND HE USE TO HOLD ME ALL NIGHT NOW I SLEEP ON ONE SIDE WITH MY BACK TURNED AND HE DOES THE SAME THING...WE HAVENT BEEN ARGUING OR ANYTHING LIKE THAT IM WONDERING IF THE PROBLEM IS WE HAVE BEEN SPENDING WAY TO MUCH TIME TOGETHER...I MEAN HES HOME 5 DAYS A WEEK NOW AND IM IN CLASS WHEN HES ASLEEP SO I WONDER IF WE ARE SPENDING TO MUCH TIME TOGETHER...I DECIDED TO GO CELIBATE BC I WAS TIRED OF BEGGING TO GET ANY NOW WE ARE DOING THE DEED ONLY 1-2 TIMES A WEEK WHICH IS VERY WEIRD FOR US...AND ITS LIKE HES NOT UNDERSTANDING THIS EITHER I TRY TO EXPLAIN TO HIM HOW I FEEL BUT HE DOESNT GET IT HE DOESNT UNDERSTAND...SOMETIMES I WONDER IF WE WILL LAST BC IM THE TYPE THAT NEEDS TO BE REASSURED THAT EVERYTHING IS GREAT AND THAT IM LOVED I HAVE TO HAVE ATTENTION AND I DO NOT KNOW HOW IT IS FOR OTHER WOMEN BUT HAVING SEX AND BEING TOLD HOW MUCH IM LOVED MAKES ME FEEL BEAUTIFUL AND WANTED...I DONT FEEL EITHER RIGHT NOW. IM JUSTHURT...IS THIS NORMAL? DO THINGS LIKE THIS HAPPEN AFTER LIVING TOGETHER FOR SO LONG? CAN ANYONE HELP ME OUT HERE? WE HAVENT BEEN FIGHTING OR ANYTHING LIKE THAT EVERYTHING HAS BEEN GREAT EXCEPT THIS...SOMEONE HELP ME PLEASE IM REALLY UPSET AND HURT...LET ME ADD THAT I BELIEVE FIRMLY HE IS NOT CHEATING ON ME AND I BELIEVE FIRMLY THAT HE LOVES ME...
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