Well I met my girl like 8 months ago after being single for 4 month from previous 3 years relationship. I met her and at first I tought she was cute but not quite as feminie as I used to go for. We started hanging out and realise we had a lot in common and also a lot of fun. Her personality was great but in bed we were not connecting, not sure if it was the less feminine part that was bothering or what. Anyway after a few months of hanging out we finally had good sex and never stopped since, we are really open and have the same fantasies and her body is really nice and appealing. we lived together for the last 2 months since we both have our own house, i was spending most of my time at her place. I decided to sell my house because it was expensive alone there and also to keep it running empty was useless, and also to bring our relationship to another level. Now that I have sold my house I am freaked out a bit, it is almost like sometimes I am not sure by the way it started if I am doing the right thing. If I am there because I didnt want to be alone. It is almost everytime i am in a relationship and it becomes serious, I tend to always look for the best next thing. I mean I cant ask for better girl and I also have lost a lot of good girls because of that. i dont feel happy with myself since i hurt so many girls and I hurted her a few times as well but she still beleives in our love. I dont want to lose her and I would like to stop worrying about us. Is anyone ever had the same experience ???
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