I've had this issue for way too long, I've been married for 25 yrs and absolutely we had our wonderful moments like my pregnancies and birth of our children,parties,trips etc. my problem is my marriage is lonely,cold,neglected and maybe loveless. I used to try to make things better instead of giving up but he never thought we had a problem so thru the yrs our marriage hasn't felt full or complete I don't feel like a wife I feel we have never been one in our marriage, we contradict each other and don't have much in common it's almost like we're enemies I hate my cold empty marriage I think he is out of love for me that's why he doesn't show me affection and never encourages me in anything I love to do and because I feel loveless and neglected I have given up in trying and have no desire to fall inlove with him I'm an emotional mess I don't know what to do.
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Yesterday I had the luxury of a lot of time to read posts on here.........for the first time in my life I didn't feel like I was a weirdo......when I introduced myself I told you about what my dd's biological father had been doing to her, that's the worst because it's not me taking the pain....it's my kid....but my previous experiences have been signifcant as well......there isn't much that...
Can't seem to go to sleep right now so I'm up listening to music and posting this. Anybody else up want to message me I'm bored.