My husband went to this laker event tonight and showed me pictures. There was one with just him (not the guy he went with) standing next to hot Laker girls. I got so upset! I am way too jealous right now, I know. But he was so mean about it!I am just going through so much right now that I feel bad about myself as it is. I was just asking him Why didn't the other guy stand next to them? He's not married! Then I was thinking the guy wanted to take the picture with my husband standing next to the girls just to piss me off. Then I was thinking that my husband doesn't care whether I get jealous or not. Because he knows how jealous I get these days. He's in a band with chicks wanting to sleep with him all the time! And I have all this body pain. I am on my 3rd family member dying from cancer. I don't feel at all attractive. I do have people telling me I am looking a lot better but I still don't look the way I use to. I use to be very attractive. Now I'm just normal. Did he just marry me for my looks? I just can't handle this right now. He even secretly taped our fight tonight thinking I was going to come off looking crazy. He played it for me and he ended up coming off looking like the bad guy. Not me. I just sounded sad and upset. He was being horrible to me! I don't know if he loves me anymore. I am so upset. Just needed to vent. If anyone has any advice for me (guys, please don't be too mean) please help. I know I am in the wrong with a lot of this. I have an appointment with a personal trainer next week and I am trying to get back in shape so I don't need that kind of advice. I am such a damn mess mentally though. Help!
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