I have a wonderful husband that loves his family dearly. He works hard and tries to appreciate his family. He works thirds and misses out on alot of family time. The thing is that even though he tries he fails to be understanding, compassionate, or affectionate. I've been hurt by him alot over hurtful things he's said so I tend to be deffensive and the doubt that has built up in how he sees me is tremendous. I feel like he's judging me the whole time I'm with him and there is so much negativity that I always feel overwhelmed and tense around him. He always compliments me but the insults stick out like a sore thumb and I find it hard to believe him. It seems impossible to enjoy his company in the first place but I always feel like he's not really interested or curious about me. I've always had that and need that. I need affection..touch..warmth..understanding!! I want to be comfortable and so I always feel completely LONELY!! I'm wondering is there anyone that's in the same boat. It would be nice to not feel so isolated. =(
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