I just feel like I am not good enough. I feel like no guy would ever want to be with me. I am so afraid that I am not going to meet that one guy that I know I am supposed to be with. Or have I already met him. But he is in love with someone else. How do you stop caring? How can you be just friends with someone who you fall in love with every time you see or even speak to them? I don't want to be just friends forever. I know that right now that is what he needs and he isn't ready and doesn't need a relationship. But how can I stop how I am feeling?
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