I've been with my boyfriend for 5 years and we are relatively happy. We've had our shares of break-ups and get back togethers. We have even moved out and live separately. Genuinely, we are best friends and get along on so many levels. He's really my number 1 and I really do love him. I would do anything for him and he would for me too. My problem though, stems from MY lack of affection. I really don't like to have sex with him. It's not that it's bad or that hes bad, I am just not turned on by him. He's a great looking guy and really wonderful but this has been for the last few years of the relationship. Everytime we have sex I close my eyes and imagine him as someone else. I try to ignore this fact, but I want to have sex, just not with him. What's wrong with me? I love this man with everything I am. I have deep doubts that this will not work out because of me, and I can't help but to feel guilty. I would really crush him if I left. I don't know what to do. Thanks
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