hey everyone...just feeling extremely down! i don't feel like going into the details, but my boyfriend and i are going thru an extrememly difficult, complicated, screwed up situation. i don't know how its gonna end up. and i love him so damn much! i don't wanna let go or lose him, but the situation might force it. we are so in love and yes its real. i just don't know what to do. part of me is telling me to stay, but the other part is saying leave before you get hurt worse in the end. but either way my heart would break, so its a no win situation. and i hate to sound negative bc i vetoed negativity for the new year, but it NEVER EVER fails for me! the second i feel content, something or anything happens! i just don't understand this streak i have going. is this just life and im gonna havta get use to it, or do i just have very bad luck?! Should i be willing to stick with him thru absolutely anything like i promised or worry more about myself?? if there is any advice or stories one would to share about a crazy situation they have been in or any words of encouragement, please feel free to speak up! thanks for listening!
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