I have a situation which Im sure I know what most will say but it always seems easier said then done. I just need to get it out and I neeed support and ways to overcome this problem. Long story short...which I have wrote here before so some know already. My exboyfriend and I are doing everything pretty much like we are still together. I really want us to be back together and Ive been doing everything to show him that we should be back together. Its like he lives with me buz he is there all the time. Well my big problem. We are not together so he well we are able to do whatever we want to do but being that Im in love with him and he makes me happy I do nothing. He on the other hand does talk to other girls etc. I know that he has slept with someone else and Im not okay with it so much. I feel stupid being in love with a man that will not be with me but yet be with me. Its like the sayin "he wants his cake and to eat it to" I never thought I would be in a situation like this and I always laughed at people that were...now its me. When we are together which is pretty much everyday Im so happy when I go out of town or with friends is when he talks/text and see other girls. The girls think Im his girlfriend so they think they are messn around with a guy with a girl and he doesnt tell them that we are not together. He say he talks to them cuz he likes them sexually and thats all. He say he would never be with them. They only call him when they wanna have sex. I dont know whats wrong with me to be in love with a man like this. I want to just walk away but I dont know how. Part of me not walking away is becuz Im scared of being alone and no guys ever try talkn to me and when Im with him I just feel so loved. He takes really good care of me. And when we were together I dont think he cheated on me but now that we are not I know that he has become a different person. I keep telln myself ok if he doesnt be with me Im done. But I never do.
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