i got divorced 9 years ago and since then ( and even before then) I have been continuously picking men who mistreat me and take me for granted, because I probably allow too much room for that kind of behavior.
I really wanted to get remarried but now I see that it is not going to happen, because every time I step in the same pile of crap. Just different circumstances.
I went to therapy. I read books. Nothing.
I finally meet a guy and fall in love and we have completely different views on relationships and marriage.
It is very disappointing. I think I will never learn. Now I have to find a way to fill my life with something else.
I already enrolled in college to improve my career, but it doesn’t fill the void.
Hello All, I have been looking a long time, and today I finally got a job offer. It isn't much... minimum wage, part time to start... but I got it. I came home and realized that I pushed out everyone in my life that I would tell. So... Im Posting it here...
I have to apologize for being MIA. I have been fighting a stalker and had to go into hiding so he'd stop hurting me. I have dropped everything that is attached to the internet except this and as bad as it hurts I think I need to drop ds as well. I feel like sitting down and just crying I'm going to miss you guys so bad! We have had awesome times and pulled each other through incredibly dark...