i got divorced 9 years ago and since then ( and even before then) I have been continuously picking men who mistreat me and take me for granted, because I probably allow too much room for that kind of behavior.
I really wanted to get remarried but now I see that it is not going to happen, because every time I step in the same pile of crap. Just different circumstances.
I went to therapy. I read books. Nothing.
I finally meet a guy and fall in love and we have completely different views on relationships and marriage.
It is very disappointing. I think I will never learn. Now I have to find a way to fill my life with something else.
I already enrolled in college to improve my career, but it doesn’t fill the void.
So to follow up the Roll Call. If you're BiPolar, what meds does your Coctail consist of and do you think they work for you?Mine is: Tegretol, Celexa, Klonopin, Cyclobenzaprine, Clonodine, Ambien and Vitamin D
I went for second appointment with public services pdoc yesterday at which we were supposed to proceed with admitting me to hospital. I had told her about my isolation during the last several years, the few bouts of mania, the long months of depression, constant suicidal ideation several suicide attempts and a currently acctive suicide plan for mid/end of july having checked that my life...