I talked to my BF finally without him saying I DONT KNOW. Saturday he got a little drunk (which I have never seen him do) and just out of the blue he started talking. He is 39 and never been married. He said that he has never felt what the feels with me which he told me that before. He aslo said that within a second it could all be gone. And that he had cold feet. He also said that he felt like I he wasnt good enough for me and that I was very pretty and for me to look at him and why was I with him. He finds himself ugly but I dont. I think he is beautiful inside and out! I love everything about him even his faults...I DO! He said that I deserve better then him and then he confessed that he felt like I was seeing someone else. I was stunned! What do you mean I ask! He said you backed off and now I feel like you are seeing another. HE TOLD ME TO BACK OFF! HE SAID HE FELT SMOTHERED AND SCARED AND ASKED ME TO SO I DID AND NOW HE FEEL NEGLECTED!! I love him and want to help him but I really dont know what to do about it. He said he is in love with me and wants to be with me but said nothing works out for him and that nothing good ever happens and he has cold feet. I really dont understand what he is saying except that maybe he means he wants to be with me but is scared?? I think he has had some relationships end bad and he has gotten his heart broken. I know he has been cheated on several times but i have NEVER cheated on him. I am so in love with this man it hurts! Im not asking for marriage and I have done told him that and that I dont want to move in with him right now. He knows where I stand but he also knows Im crazy for him. Which he says he is for me too. So, what is the issue here....
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