Well I am back. I didn't write a couple days. Hoping things were calming here.
it is the middle of the night right now. My husband and I were kind of calm and ok the last day or so.
about and hour ago, we have our dogs up on bed with us, the one dog couldn't get comfy. I awoke hearing my husband fussing with him. I said "oh what's going on". My husband said what do you think is going on, I just said oh the dog. And he say to me yeah no ____,shut the___up and get out of my life".
if you go and read my many other posts you will get what I am going through. I didn't expect this tonight. Am now awake I'm sure for the rest of the night.
had to get it right off my chest.
how sad. I am sick.
At times I feel that therapy is a crucial method of getting by having bipolar. Sometimes, I also feel my therapist does not truly understand what is happening with me. It's a give and take relationship to say the least. I at times become confused on how things are progressing. I really like my therapist. He seems to understand me for the most part. I guess that my state of mind is confused...
Today is the first day of Advent. I thought I'd post one of my favorite women guides, Carolyn Myss and her talk about how these days are so challenging with the darkness coming so early.Advent is a Time Of Light. Caroline Myss & Robert Holden: Advent - be prepared for a new beginning - YouTubeI don't have any Christmas decorations up yet...Need to get energy, and clean and rearrange...