I have depression and no prior experience with long term relationships. I struggle with raising two sons by myself. Hubby doesn't like to help out. He claims he loves me, but he gives so little of himself to improve our marriage and family. I feel unappreciated. I feel like I am living day by day just so my kids can have a good home. I use the internet to find comforting friends. I have no hope of a happier future. If I try to be happier on my own, I still come home to a slob who focused only on his needs. I am just venting, I guess. Really there are a lot of deep issues going one. I am tired of hiding my true feelings.
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