Well this is a quick version. We've been married 19 years and for the last 5 or so we've not been happy. Hubby is always in a bad mood and it disrupts the whole house. I have been miserable and constantly depressed. I am also grieving over the loss of my dad 4 months ago. Well a couple of days ago I told him we really needed to work on us. I told him I am no longer depending on him for my happiness. I am going to be happy rather than miserable, start looking at good rather than the negative. Start doing thing I enjoy. Well of course he's been miserable and I've been happy. Well I wouldn't let him push my buttons this afternoon and he called his dad that lives in FL and he left to go to fl. SO I think anyway. He just packed and left. He didn't say bye to the kids or anything just left. I am scared because of the financial part of it. I am temporarily disabled (back injury) and I don't bring in enough to support my family. Otherwise I am just scared of being alone. I think that is all. I am not sure that I am even going to miss him. THere is no affection on his part, no intamacy. Nothing. I am really scared though and need some advice. Help please.
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