My boyfriend and I have been together for 3 years. We both have two boys. He is older than me by almost 20 years. I work for him. I need to know why I feel so alone even when I have him in my life. I have told him that I feel like we only have a relatioship when we are working, drinking, or out of town. I have recently tried to quit drinking on several occasions. I am now on my fourth attempt to quit drinking. I have thought if I quit drinking then maybe he would see that I don't want to give up on us. That route is not working. I have told him that I feel very alone. I know his business is slowing down with the economy. I jsut feel that I am grasping at nothing. I don't want to be the girlfriend that calls 20x a day. I just want to know that he cares. Should I hang in there or move on.
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