SO my fiancee and I of 3 years have officially ended it. WE have a one month old and I am falling apart. It was really rocky towards the end. He didnt like the way I looked pregnant and everything I did for him wasnt good enough. He always said I was moody which i was a lil hormonal and I think his ex came back into the picture cause he told me they were talking and just friends. I gave my life to him and whats worse is my oldest son who is not his now is crushed. My heart hurts and I stay strong in front of the kids but behind my bedrrom door Im a wreck. I feel no one want me. Im not good enough for anyone. I keep finding the wrong ones and wasting years with them and I want to know what am I doing wrong? Are there people out there that are just not meant to have anyone romantically in there life? I feel lost. I feel hopeless. I feel like im a failure.
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