thing to feel. let me tell ya. I'm doing alot better than I used to but yea, I've had my share of feeling so extremely alone and rejected and unloved and whatever, it's horrible to feel!I mean what is the worst pain to feel? Loss? Or loneliness? fear, or dying? I really don't know. Haven't experienced them all myself. like death of someone you're close to etc. loss of pets, yea, and that fucking hurt. My pain has been in loss and feeling abandoned by my parents when I was a teenager. Sometimes I feel like dying but could never leave my son here to deal with that. so I guess he has saved me and kept me alive anyway. breathing anyway. I think love heals all. Having someone that loves you for you can make a world of difference. I dont' have that right now. I'm not sure I ever have. I push people away. I'm trying not to anymore. sometimes want to just give up and say I'll be alone forever, it was made that way or some shit. I'm rambling now. Nobody up right now to hear me anyway.
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