Hi, I feel kind of crazy right now, last time I talk here I was starting a new sort of relationship, right now everything its out of place and I cant find strenght to prevent this situation, the long story in a short version: We where trying to have something it go to fast and now he says he is not ready for a serious relationship, he wants to be single and dont want to play with me. Well he wanted us to keep seeing each other as "friends", I talk to him about my feelings told him I have to give myself time out of him because Im in love with him, he told me he loves me but cant find a way to trust me for a issue that we had when we were getting to know each other, but after that he told me he wanted to give us a chance, now says "does not work", I told him it was ok, but I needed space, he said it was ok with him, after I let him he text me that he wanted a last kiss, I was going to send him a text but he call me to see if I wanted to lunch with him, WTF. We are saying its over and in a few minutes he want us tonlunch , I told him no, a few days later we had to work together in a service we offer to homeless people at night hours, its a work we both love, anyways we ended at my house of course he stayed, and I feel like such a silly because I know he does not want a serious relationship with me, so WTF Im doing?? Someone shoot me please!!
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