My relationship is really complicated right now, so I almost feel as if I am not in a relationship. Last weekend, I talked with my boyfriend about our relationship and told him that it was really hard for me to feel wanted and special when I never talk to him or see him. He lives two hours away and works full time with a crazy shift, something like 3pm to 1am or later 5 days a week and sleeps of course as much as he can before he goes back to work, plus I am in college, so I usually have class when I want to talk to him. He agreed that it doesn't feel like we are in a relationship and he wishes that he had more money and more time to devout to one, but he is so behind on payments that he really needs the job to get him stable. He told me that he wants me to be happy and that clearly I am not right now, so if someone were to ask me on a date, he wants me to be able to go if it will make me happy. So anyway, this guy kissed me, and I didn't stop him and we kissed quite a bit. Now I know it's only a kiss, but I still feel like I was disloyal and I'm not sure what to do...please help!
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