I normally wouldn't like to get involved with a co worker, however I've been thinking about this as I am considering leaving my job. There's a guy at work who I feel I have a big connection with, it's very equal, we have so much to talk about. He shows me a lot of attention and has also once bought me lunch (on a work lunch break). One thing I have noticed is that he will show me a lot of attention, and if I pick up on it and start showing him attention back he backs away. I don't know if that's because it would be awkward to start some kindof romance at work or not, either way now I try not to show him much attention now and he dotes on me a lot. At the work xmas party there was a mix up with my meal and he made a point of giving me half of his meal and reordering for me. We were also talking about our family heritages, I told him my father was German and he said 'yes, I've been thinking a lot about what you look like, and I thought you had a German look.' (I took that comment as him being very interested in me). I also sent him a facebook friend request, but he hasn't accepted it and it's been over a week now.
Just curious if anyone thinks is this guy just being really nice or do you think he's sending me real signals?
I dont really know what to say here right now. I just feel so shitty and suicidal. Ive accepted that i was psychotic but i appear to be coming out of that now and the better mood that came with my psychosis at times has toally gone. Yes thats right, i felt better psychotic even though it caused anxiety to act on harmful things i still felt better. I feel really triggered off by something but i...