when i was in elementary school i always longed for that one perfect friend and never really found it. Then 30 years later God placed 5 on my door step and some have worked out wonderfully and well a couple of the others well they faked their way into my heart. How do you allow yourself to heal when the pain of lies for over 7 years still dwell in your heart do you forgive and allow them back into your heart and life , do you forgive and love them only from a distance, do you love them regardless and allow them to hurt you again by allowing them to get close .. see i have let this one in particular in 3 to 4 times in 7 years and everytime i have gotten burnt by her because of her lies.. and i dont mean little white lies i mean big whoppers.. i am at that turning point of wondering do i allow her to be a part of my life again and how do i do that when i can no longer trust her, and am i just a fool for even thinking about letting her back in.. any advice would be much appreciated.. thanks
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