Ok since march I entered the workforce full time.I was a stay home mom for 4 years with just working 2 nights a week.
Its been great being able to work and provide this extra income and to put away and be able to do more for my husband and daughter.I have to admit its been an adjustment knowing the fact I'm not around my little girl like I always was.as a manager where I work I have to work every other weekend.
So I got this friend every time we've made plans lately she's had to cancel last minute and I don't give her a hard time.this was my weekend off and I told my husband skip the yard work and house work because I just wanted it to be a relaxing fun weekend with just the 3 of us and on Wednesday my day off if do the house work.she seems to get mad because I told her what my plans were and forgets she canceled last minute a lot of times but now was available and has to be nasty about it.
Now is that considered being selfish when for 1 time and don't have to work to want a whole weekend to my self with my little girl and husband to enjoy?its been a great weekend that's what I wanted.
In 4 days it will be 15 years since cancer claimed the life of my wonderful Nan and I had my world shattered around me, 15 years since i carried her, supported her and watched helpless as she took her last breath holding my hand and taking my heart and my family with her. My nightmares have already returned turning peaceful nights into terror filled darkness. 4 more days of sleepness nights, 4...
So I left work early today. I needed some time off and I pulled chocks early. When I got home, I put on a pair of my "crazy pants" and lounged like a tree-less sloth. When I went into the hospital last time, I had a few days to ready myself as the insurance was being worked out. Also, I was rather closely watched by PDoc and TDoc. So back to pants, I was going to live in sweats while...