Ok so My Ex is coming to see me next week and im soo scared . when I was with him I would actually make my self sick cause I thought I was fat And always stressed about him thinking I was ugly . Like he was always telling me I was pretty and he thought I was perfect the wayy Iam . butt that never stopped me I took Diet pills everyday , Hardly ate and worked out alot . But when He moved away , I stopped and its toally driving me nuts . Hes coming Next Thursday and for some reason I think I need to lose weight again ...I really dont wanna start all this again and I no I cant lose that weight in 5 days butt somthing is like telling me 2 , Or he wont like me . Im soo confused right now I have no idea what to do .I dont know if I should tell him not to come . I really Loved this guy and I still Love him and I juss want him to like me still ....I dont know what to do !!!!!!
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