Being bipolar have any of you been worried about things in relationships that you probably shouldn't even think about? I try to be cool, I try not to create drama but I worry about things constantly. Why hasn't he called, is he cheating on me? Did he do what he promised he would. Why hasn't he freakin' called! I feel like an idiot, I don't want to feel this way. It's probably why I'm still single. I don't want this guy to know all my problems just yet, he knows about my panic disorder he said he was cool with it. But when it comes down to it and it happens and I have to leave a resturant or wherever we are immediatly, will he really be supportive and understanding? This sucks it makes me want to just stay single. All my friends tell me and I try to tell myself, if he really likes and cares about me none of my issues will matter to him. But there are so many people out there that don't get it and don't want to try to. I'm so sick of getting my heart broken. And I'm so afraid that is what is going to happen with this guy. And all my fears and anxieties are going to scare him away that I am worrying about nothing. But maybe I am. Sometimes I think I have multiple personalities. And I'm sure others think so as well. But it's really bothering me right now that he hasn't called me back. There is a longer story that goes with all of this that makes me think I have every reason to be worried. But I could just be being stupid too. I hate this! 2 days ago he was supposed to be booking a flight out here to see me, and I haven't talked to him since. No reply to my 2 text messages yesterday and no reply to the one today. I hate feeling like this, I feel so stupid. Why do guys have to play these stupid games! Any suggestions? Advice? Or am I just being over sensitive and stupid? Thanks for listening
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