I don't even know where to start i feel as if i am falling apart. I feel rotten inside. My dad(sexual abuser) Is back in the picture. He is starting to help my mom out with money and wanting to help me and my sisters. To keep my dad from not paying my mom wants me and my sister to be buddy buddy with him. This has caused me to complty lose it. I started cutting again and i don't know what to do. I have tried telling my mom that i am just not ready but she won't listen. Al she sees is that my dad is finally realiving some of her financial burdens and she wants him o continue to pay. I am so not ready for this. I have not forgiven him and since he has been back i feel hurt and angry and i just feel like screaming. What to do? I have no idea
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