Feel so mentally horrible. Ive been completely off meds for a week Have been weaning the past month. My hair still feels and looks like garbage. I feel very mentally unstable ( to the point where im ready for some anti depressants) I jst want to cry Im really jst miserable (i mean im looking at myself and starting to see the misery) the mere thought of going anywhere makes me cringe. Im really starting to get scared w/ my mental state Im not able to shake it. I dont know what to do about this. I understand most here will tell me to get up go out have a good time ..But, its not that easy & I dont know why i literally cant bring myself to want to do anything and i dont feel as if i have any joy at all. I feel hopeless & its almost a feeling of sheer heartbreak ( i guess thats how i can explain it) Has anyone felt this way Im really scared about my behavior
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