Do you ever get scared about how u r going to act of feel and then how much you will regret what you said or did afterwards? I feel like this more & more lately. I am pretty good at hiding behind a smile but sometimes I get SOOOOO angry. It could be over someone being impatient with me to one of my boyfriends friends making a sexist comment. Graves puts me on edge!! Im so scared that I am gonna snap one day & say something mean or even worse - hold it all in & go crazy. Example: I live in Soc Cal yet I am born & raised East Coast & fairly cinservative. I resepect myself & get really angry about all the girls that walk around at the beaches in thongs & lay out TOPLESS at my condo pool. I am the ONLY person that I know that will not go 2 the "river" because it gets too wild. I love to go out & have fun & have a drink but I am so sick of people without morals. This is one example of what makes my crazy mad! It is even worse when I feel alone in my oppinions! When I voice my values people always say I am uptight. I worry that I have less patience each day & that I am becoming so angry & oppinionated that I will become unlikeable & I was always the fun one people wanted to be with. I am scared that I can not cope with Graves! Do you ever get scared too?
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