I hate those times when I want a few minutes and need a few and my precious one wants to crawl all over me or get in face with something - and she will often use "beeboo" ( meaning hurt - injury) and cry Granny hugs. Talk about guilt and anger conflicting! I think I am fighting discouragement again and in some ways I am simply numbing out. I don't like that. But what do you do? Not mention, I have for some months now fought the notion that I am becoming afflicted with some type of arthritis. Nothing helps - not extra Aleve, Tylenol, Motrin - and often it hursts for her to just touch me. This is not good. I have to choose between money to feed her and take her to the doctor and myself... needless to say the self gets put aside. I stay so tired. I get woke up by severe pain so I do not rest properly. She is so young and so precious. This is so frustrating - any informaton - advise- encouragement is appreciated. God bless all of you!
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