I know we all are very upset, angry and can't understand our children the way they have abandoned our g/c... but does anybody miss their child the way I do? b4 my daughter got pregant, married and divorced she and I were very close... we talked all the time, we were open and honest with each other... she even came to me at 15 almost 16 and said she wanted to get on b/c/p b/c if she ever made a mistake and went to far she knew she would be protected... we talked about it she knew I did not want her to allow herself to be it that situation but I did take her to my DR. and got her on b/c...(she couldn't take the pill, the shot, or the patch b/c of the way it made her feel so she just didn't take anything but claims she always used a comdon except the one time she got pregant I know she never wanted to have kids she said so all the time) ANTWAY... after she had the baby she was a good mom for a while then somthing changed... I don't know what... I keep telling myself she don't come aroung b/c it's too hard to leave thomas again... but again ahe leaves him by choice... we are a close family... my oldest son and his family lives across the street and we look out for each other, my youngest son lives 10 mins. away and I see him 3-4 times a week... my daughter and I are further apart then we have ever been...not just by miles but in mind and spirt as well. I miss her so much and I want her back... she don't want to be back thou... I can since it... what ever it is she feels she has to do I pray she gets it done, what every it is she is longing for I pray she finds it, what ever it is she wants out of life I pray she gets. So she can find her way back to me... I love her and I miss her all the time...
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