You know, I just don't understand. I read all these postings about all of us grandparents who not only raised our kids, but now are raising their kids too. Our reward for all this is not even a thank you, but instead we spend all our money not only to raise the grandkids, but for lawyers to keep them safe. They don't care what hardships they put us threw, how broke they have made us, and what hell they have put their kids threw. I keep thinking back trying to figure out where I went wrong. I didn't raise her that way. My whole life now is keeping them safe unit they are 18. That's another 8 years for one and 10 years for the other. Then I have to worry about what happens to them if anything happens to me? How do I make sure they are safe after I'm dead? Sometimes I find myself praying for my own daughter's death and then maybe that would give the boys some peace. Shows what a great mom I am. At the end of the day, I'ts all about the boys, and their chance at a normal life. God has blessed me with all their love and that's worth it in the end.
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