I have had custody of my GS & GD for 7 yrs now. we have been doing all we can to help their mother.. she went right back on her drugs recently, she is off so called "getting better" and the kids are setting here each night crying to sleep.. I got so frustrated tonight, I just told them it is their mom's fault not mine that she is not here with them,, she made a choice of drugs over them... I know that hurt them but I am tired of being the one that "kicks their mother out" and gets the brunt of everything.... I love the kids with all my heart and doing the best I can with them.. I am alone with them now,, grandpa lives down the road but only sees them because he wants to see me... this big city is hard to live in being alone with 2 young children.. I want to just smack the crap out of her and wake her up.. she told the kids on the phone tonight that the people are now saying that she has a mental illness.. I am not stupid the drugs mess with the brain so much it makes them that way... don't feel sorry for any more.. the kids said that mommy can't take care of herself so I have to do it.. bull crap not going too, they will be mad at me for that....... just so frustrated with it all!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
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