It seems every time I turn on the news or read the paper I hear about all the deaths from heroin overdoses. It seems that is all I can think about when I lay down at night. I thought I was handling things pretty good until lately....but am back to crying spells in the shower and having a lot more panic attacks. I fear my son is using more than ever and all I can think is how will I be able to tell his children he is dead. I know there is nothing I can do.....I have begged him to get help and of course he always agrees he is going to do that but I know he won't. I am trying very hard to just concentrate on the children but it is so hard because he is my child too. Just needed to put words to my fears as there aren't too many people here I can really talk to and I know a lot of you will understand how I feel. Thank you all for listening.
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