I just met this guy. He is really sweet, and really cute. I felt a connection from the start. We started dating, and eventually we started making out a little. The whole time though, i was terrified. It was my first experience with a guy. My heart was pounding. I felt a sense of shame, excitement, and anxiety. What I was doing was so dramatic, and earthshattering it terrified me. Now, I can hardly eat, can't sleep, and feel like my sex drive has gone down dramatically. I have a hard time looking at a guy, and feeling aroused, and am having a hard time enjoying anything I used too. I hope and pray this will change. Is this normal?
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