What do I do? 11 years, We love eachother but I'm not feeling loved at all. We sleep in seperate beds and have no sex at all! We have a house, a dog, and 11 years. I'm so afraid to leave. He's my family. I'm drinking every night to keep me buzzed. I'm getting older and missing sooo much out of life. I can't even stand watching shows on TV or movies. I havent kissed a man in 10 years. I am a hopeless romantic and nothing. Nobody knows... We look like the perfect couple. I'm a bit scared. I'm 1000 miles away from my family. I could use some friends who can help me through. Thanks!
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