married and gay and extremely depressed. I can't seem to move in either direction and am unhappy where I am. I can't seem to leave my wife and living 100% of the time with my 3 kids, yet can't accept the idea of never being with a man again. I keep obsessive about a lover I was with over 20 years ago. I am monogamous, so far, but no sure how much longer I can stay faithful to her. Sound messy/confusing, try living it. Any ideas? Thanks for letting me vent. Sweet Trouble.
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