THINGS HAVENT BEEN GOING THAT WELL IN THE PAST LITTLE WHILE THIS GUY MY FIRST BF WHOS LIVED IN SUDBURY AND WITH ME AND MY DAD HERE FOR ABOUT 6-7 MONTHS AND THAT IVE DATEDFOR ABOUT A YEAR WE FOUGHT AND ARGUED ALOT AND HE DID ALOT OF STUFF AGAINST ME LIKE FLIRT WITH THIS GUY FROM CALGARY AND WHEN I CAUGHT HIM HE WOULD ALWAYS SAY TO ME OK IM SORRY I WONT DO IT AGAIN AND I WOULD CAUTCH HIM DOING IT AGAIN THIS HAPPENED 4 TIMES B4 HE TOLD ME HE HASNT DONE IT SINCE THE LAST TIME I CAUGHT HIM AND HED ALWAYS GO OUT AT NIGHT TO THE GAY BAR WHEN I WAS IN SUDBURY WITH HIM AND LEAVE ME AT HOME ALONE TILL LIKE 2-3 IN THE MORNING HE HAS A BIT OF ANGER MANAGEMENT ISSUES CAUSE OVER THE PERIOD OF THE YEAR WE WERE TOGETHER HE BIT ME ONCE ON THE CHEEK BANGED MY HEAD AGAINST A WALL ONCE AND HE HAS HIT ME A FEW TIMES BUT HE ALSO HAS A THING FOR YOUNGER GUYS AND I TOLD HIM MANY TIMES IT GROSSES ME OUT AND THAT BUT HE DOESNT LISTEN SOME TIMES BUT WEVE BEEN THROUGH ALOT OF GOOD TIMES ALSO WEVE WENT OUT TO DINNER TOGETHER TOOK BATHS TOGETHER AND SHOWERS SLEPT TOGETHER EVEN HAD SEX AND WATCHED MOVIES TOGETHER AND CUDDLE AND THAT BUT WE DONT DO IT MUCH ANYMORE I FEEL HES GOTTEN INDEPENDANT BUT ITS ALSO CAUSE HE HASNT HAD A VERY GOOD PAST HIM HIS HIS BROTHER AND SISTER WERE SEXUALLY MALESTADED WHEN THEY WERE REALLY YOUNG BY THERE OWN COUSIN AND WAS TAKEN OUT OF HIS HOME AND PUT IN CHILDRENS AID FROM CHILDHOOD TILL 18 AND GO IN TROUBLE WHEN HE GOT CAUSE MAKING OUT WITH A 12 YEAR OLD WHEN HE WAS 14 AND THEN WHEN HE WAS 18 HE GOT ARRESTED FOR SEXUAL ASSULT ON A A 14 YEAR OLD HES 27 NOW BUT THE BIG THING THAT HE HAS HIDDEN FROM ME IS HIS EX BF JEREMY AND HIS "COUSIN" JEREMY AND HE LIED TO ME ABOUT IT BIENG HIS COUSIN WHEN IT WAS JUST ONE JEREMY HIS EX BF AND HE WAS STILL TALKING TO HIM BUT NO MATTER WHAT HE DOES TO ME I JUST CANT STOP LOVING HIM FOR SOME REASON BUT THERE IS ANOTHER GUY I KNOW WHO LIVES IN OTTAWA WHO IS 20 AND IVE KNOWN HIM FOR ABOUT 6 MONTHS AND HAD AN A RELATIONSHIP WITH HIM WHILE DWAYNE WAS IN JAIL FOR HITTING ME BUT IVE BEEN WITH HIM AGAIN NOW AND IM KINDA WANTING TO GET OVER DWAYNE BUT YA ITS A REALLY LONG STORY BASICALLY I LIKE TWO GUYS BUT I CAN ONLY CHOSE ONE MY HEART MISSES DWAYNE BUT HAS FEELINGS FOR JAMES AND ANOTHER GUY NAMED HARLEY I MET IN MY OK2BME YOUTH GROUP FOR LGBTQ PEOPLE WHO I WENT OUT WITH FOR ABVOUT A DYA AND THEN HE LEFT ME CAUSE HE THOUGHT WE WERE GOING TO FAST AND NOW HES SAYING ALL THE STUFF HE DID HE JUST DID IT CAUS EHE WAS IN THE MOMENT AND THAT KIND OF STUFF BUT ITS A LONG STORY BASICALLY I LIKE 3 DIFFERENT GUYS BUT HAVE MORE EXSPIRIENCE WITH ONE AND AND DONT KNWO WHAT TO DO CAN ANYONE GIVE ME ADVICE???
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