WELL I HAVE BEEN WITH MY B/F SINCE JULY 03. I MOVED FROM VA TO NC TO BE WITH HIM. GIVING UP MY FAMILY,FRIENDS,18$ JOB AND ETC..IN THE FIRST WE HAD A LOVING RELATIONSHIP. I GOT WHAT I NEEDED. BUT KNOW SINCE I HAD TO QUIT MY JOB IN OCT 06 DUE TO FIBROMYALGIA AND OTHER ILLNESSES HE IS NOT INTO ME ANYMORE. CAME TO VA BY MYSELF FOR THE HOLIDAYS AND GOT A DUI..HE HASNT SUPPORTED ME AT ALL. SAYS I GOT WHAT I DERSERVED. HE SHOWS NO AFFECTION, EXCEPT WHEN HE WANTS SOMETHING. 6 MONTHS AGO I WAS LOOKING AROUND BEDROOM FOR SOMETHING AND FOUND IN HIS STUFF, A LIST OF GAY BARS ALL OVER NC . HE WORKS OUT OF TOWN MON-THURS AND THESE BARS WEREIN OR CLOSE TO WHERE HE WORKS. WONDERING IF HE IS SEEING OTHER PEOPLE, BORED WITH ME OR JUST DOESNT CARE ABOUT ME ANYMORE. I HAVE WALKED ON GLASS FOR HIM SINCE I GOT SICK. I FEEL AS IF HE IS MAD I HAVE NO INCOME AND HE RESENTS ME FOR GETTING SICK. HE IS ALL ABOUT THE MONEY. IM WHITE AND HE IS LATINO.SOMEONE PLEASE GIVE ME ADVICE ON WHAT I SHOULD DO. CALL IT QUITS OR SATY IN THIS SORTA DEAD END RELATIONSHIP THAT I REALLY DONT WANT TO END...THANKS KEV
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