My partner of 7 years is leaving me for another man that he's only known for 5 weeks, and I am destroyed. I have never been in this place before, and I honestly don't have the tools that I need to cope with the situation. I'm on a bunch of anti-depressants and sleeping pills just to get over the initial hump, and I have started therapy, but I'm still so sad and lonely and downright scared. I love him so much, and when I look into the future, every dream that I have has him standing by my side. I have some really great friends, and everyone of them has been so kind and accepting and loving, and it really helps to talk to them, but even that feeling only lasts a little while. Then, when I'm back in my bed alone I return to that place of utter despair. I'm a very happy person...I love life and all that it has to offer, and I never want to be consumed by hate and bitterness, but I feel those seeds of hatred sprouting in my heart and soul. I know there are so many people that have experienced similar things. I would love to hear from y'all. I truly need help.
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