I want a boyfriend but I'm so scared to go on a date I can't seem to make the move from online chatting to an actual date.I could have had a couple dates with this sweet boy but the last time we tried to meet up I got so sick I couldn't leave the gas station bathroom for over 30 minutes because I was so physically sick. I haven't dated anyone in over two years and the girl I last dated is trying to come back into my life but I keep denying her, we broke up because she was a whore and couldn't just be with one guy at a time. My last boyfriend (and only one) and I were together for 8 years or so, around age 16/17 to 25 until I found out he was cheating on me. . How do I get over all of this and move on and be happy and go out and meet gay people and such? I'm not a typical gay guy, and the ideas of going to bars and such doesn't appeal to me, plus at 28 I'm not looking at getting to the bar scene either. I'm just your laid-back country boy next door who wants nothing more to find a partner, settle down, buy a farm and raise some kids and animals on it.
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