Ok...
Well I seriously don't get this and it's beginning to piss me off more and more...
Lately, my parents have made comments to me bout the way I dress and stuff...and its getting annoying....the last couple trips out to see my mom she kept talking bout how I should be more girly or w/e...and tried to get me to wear girly stuff...i even was forced by the store manager and my mom to try on some shirts that were girly and w/e at the harley store...i mean seriously...she said she'd buy me a shirt as long as it wasn't one she considered "guyish" or w/e...ne ways...i didnt end up gettin ne thing lol...but yea we were watchin made cuz we were bored and of course the one with the non girly chick becomin girly is on...so yea...she was like "well whenever you finally decide to be like the chicks on made and become girly, give me a call and we'll go shopping..." and i told her that it wasnt gonna happen cuz thats not who i am and stuff....but i told her id still hang w/ her...ne ways...as for my dad...he's referred to me as bein a hippie cuz of my long blonde hair thats totally straight and the fact that it is always in a ponytail...and for some reason he actually gives a shit that i buy the axe body spray...idk y cuz he's not the one wearing it...and just yesterday he was like "you smell like a guy" and i was like "what?" and he repeated himself...and i didnt care...and he was like "if you're gonna buy spray, buy the girl stuff...dont buy the stuff for guys....(sumthin like that)" and i told him i bought it cuz i like how it smells and that im not buyin other stuff just cuz its for girls or w/e....nd he also drops hints and stuff bout how he doesnt like how i dress or w/e and say shit like "dont look like a hobo" which i dont get cuz its not like im wearin dirty ass ripped jeans, not showering, and look like i rolled in a pile of mud or ne thing...but yea....thats a just of the stuff...

so yea sorry for the rant but its hella buggin me ... they dont know im gay...i was gonna tell my mom the last time i saw her but i just idk...it didnt happen....but idk...its all buildin up and i just dont think its fair...im not gonna conform to how u think i should look if it's not me...and im not gonna change for people cuz then i might as well be their robot or w/e...i just dont know what to do cuz it seems like it wont stop...its not like my parents are bad or ne thing...their freakin awesome if i do say so myself (their divorced btw...)...i love em to death n stuff...but its all just pissin me off a bit...so yea idk ne more....

once again..sorry bout the rant...