IDK what the hell is goin on with me. I feel so confused now. I think that im becoming fully gay now. IDK, its like, i have more attraction towards guys now. I havent been attracted to a girl since maria(the girl i used to like) And i feel so ridiculous. I mean, im an ugly fatass thats gay. WTF, now i feel less and less proud. I wanna make myself better and yet i cant. This deppression is getting over the edge. IDK what to do anymore. Im losing my pride. Im losing the happiness. Im losing everything. I just wanna end it now. Yet i cant. I feel so stupid. Ridiculous. Look at me, fat, ugly, and gay. Now thats a thing to laugh at. I wanna just go into a dark room. No light, nothing, lock myself in and stay there forever. I just wanna argh.
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