I have been questioning my orientation for a while. I had a boyfriend...for less than a week (that shouldn't even count) and only been kissed once. I get pretty uncomfortable with all types of physical affection and can't really bring myself to be bold enough to explore and take chances to figure out who I really am. I started seriously doubting my orientation when I couldn't stop thinking about, talking about, or waiting to see this girl from work . She's kind of masculine, but we get along really well. We never get anything done because we're constantly goofing off and having a ridiculous amount of fun. Ever since I started considering the possibility that I had a crush on her, I can't figure out if I see other girls as just pretty or attractive. I simply can't draw the line between admiration and attraction. It's all very confusing and consuming. I just wish I could be as certain of my orientation as my friends...especially my gay friends who have overcome countless obstacles to be who the KNOW they are. Am I really attracted to this girl from work? How can I know if I'm gay or not?
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