Ok my parents kicked me out at the age of 13 i am now 20. I have a wonderful boyfriend who i would do anything for. But My parents don't care about me at all. After 7 years of no support i find my self lost in the world with out anything way out. In the last 2 months i have considered committing suicide about 25 times. Not for my boyfriend. But because i don't know how to get the support i need. There is so much i want to tell my family but if i do, their response back is things that tears me down instead of building me up. I thought after 7 years they would be over it. But i have been told that i am a disappointment to them and to God. And that they hope that i die with aids so they don't have to know that i am alive. i have 7 younger brothers and 2 older sisters. And out of all of them i only get to talk to one sister that lives in organ. On top of all this my boyfriend and i live in new York city but for the summer while we are out of school we came to Texas to see friends, well that is where my family lives. Well my boyfriend left on Sunday and i don't leave for another 2 months and i can't stand being away from him. We have been together now for 2 years.I haven't slept in about 7 days. And eaten maybe 5 times. I feel like crap and i seem that there is nothing i can do about it. If anyone could help me i would greatly appreciate it!
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