I started crushing on one of my friends. I tried hiding the fact that I was a lesbian but when I finally told her she said she knew already. HOW DO THEY ALWAYS KNOW???lol any ways I also had to convince her mother who had already asked me once before if I liked girls I kinda figured she knew since she was always quoting scripture to me and hinting that god hates homosexuality and that its a perversion.I really liked this friend and I knew her mom wouldnt let me come over anymore if she knew my true identity. After I told my friend how I felt she acted amused like it was funny that I had been going crazy over this!. She thought it was cute that I had a crush on her! HAHAHA THAT BTICH!im to ashamed to see her but Im always thinking about her. Does she realize how hard it was to try and hide it?She was always flirting, telling me she loved me, resting her hand gently on my leg. She even got undressed in front of me! ugghhh Its very hard to control ones urges when shes rubbing her legs against me...Does anyone have an idea how to get over this sort of pain and frustration? if so plz tell me! I tried forgetting but I cant.