my best friend and i are really goofy and we goof around to make our super conservative friends uncomfortable. but she is not a lesbian and im not sure what i am...i just really like making awkward situations so it wasnt like i was hitting on her or anything. but she shares everything with me and i tell her everything too...but this (the fact that i am questioning my sexuality) i have not told her. i think it will be extremely awkward because we goof around like we love each other (in a homosexual way, cause we do love each other as friends). when we were in mexico...we were both really drunk and we played "are you nervous yet". and she always asks me "sex?" when we are bored or have nothing to talk about...just to fill the silence. she has a boyfriend and i know that she is not a lesbian, but i am afraid that i might be. but i dont have a crush on her or anything...it will just be awkward because i feel that she might think i did/do. i came out to someone a week ago...not my best friend although i wanted to...but a friend that i dont talk to often. which is weird, but i knew that he would be ok with it and supportive. but now i know i want to tell my friend, because she tells me everything and i feel like i owe it to her. and i just want to live my life without worrying about other people's opinions...but i dont want to come out just yet....but i want to tell her. i know i dont really personally know anyone on this site and this is just a smidge of detail of our friendship...but what do you all think? im thinking about talking to her this weekend...but im probably going to chicken out...i just need some support i guess. sorry that was really long, but i needed to get my feelings out there. thanks.
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