Ok, well like any teenager gay/bi does, i went around to chat rooms trying to find a boyfriend. I finally found someone who lives kinda close to me. And we hung out one day and we got alittle freaky. We talked a little bit online after that but not that much. Then a few weeks later i met another guy online who lives much closer. We talked for a bit and i kinda said some stuff i knew he wanted to hear. He was already going out with someone at the time but it was not a very stable relationship because he said that the other person wasnt talking to him. So i told him he should break up with the other person. so we went out once, and we messed around in an empty movie theater. Then a few days later i invited him over while my parents weren't home and we had sex. After that i found him less and less atractive and becoming more and more annoying. He kept on messaging me and i eventually broke up with him and he took it really hard, saying that he loved me and missed me and didnt understand why and how he made me break up with his ex. and i kinda felt bad about it but i really felt nothing. like i didnt really care about him. A few days latter he messaged me saying that he wants to be friends. so i agreed but was worried cuz I didnt want him thinking we'd get back together. As it turns out, he did want to get back together and wanted to have sex again. I said no and he told me that i was a man-slut/tease etc. and he said im a stupid player who's never going to find love. But what i dont get is how you can say your in love iwth someone after knowing them for a few days. Especially if its someone you meet on the internet! I just think thats stupid and naive. But what he said really got to me. And i realized i did the same thing with the first guy. so i just want to know if im at fault for anything i did or said? Or if i seem like a man-slut/player etc.
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