Somedays I just can't seem to wrap my mind around this whole thing, I'm losing weight yet I constantly feel like I'm waiting for the ball to drop. I'm mentally beating myself up some nights when I go back over what I've eaten for the day, I know I'm not doing anything wrong but still I think " should I be able to eat that, am I eating to much at once, should I be able to eat this much? wth is wrong with me? I think I am this freaking afraid of failing?! I keep thinking, "when is this going to stop working for me?" I know that I have a long way to go mentally in regard to food and emotions and all that crap, lol. If anyone else feels this way it sure would be good to hear how you overcome those pesky little voices! I'm just so scared I won't acheive my goal and lose and kick this food addiction!
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