I'm 15 days post op, lost 23 lbs, healing nicely.... but, I get terribly sad at times and just start crying, not sure why. I catch myself wondering if I did the right thing and wanting my old life back... I feel overwhelmed with all the supplements, drinking water, protein and the rest and still a little sore on my left side, even though I'm walking 2 miles a day and getting around fine.. I knew how much stuff I would have to be doing once I got home and I'm doing it all, but for some reason, I suddenly get something like a panic attack and I've never, ever had those... I'm I just bored being home and want to get back to work and my life? Why am I second guessing my decision at this point? Does anyone have any thoughts for me?
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