What do you do when all you wanna do is just throw in the towel? When you just wanna give up everything you've fought for, that you had this surgery for, that you just wanna eat to stuff the emotion yet you have this unrealistic fear of food so you won't eat half of what you should be eating...where do you go then? When your psych nurse is so busy it takes her half a day to a whole day to call, when your case manager is too busy to call cuz his case load is huge, when your therapist and support worker are out for the week? Where do you turn and what do you do when you're desperate to stop the relapse you're falling into, when the support of your husband is falling away every single day no matter what you say, when the crying spells are more frequent and longer each time, when you get more desperate each day to feel better yet feel unable to get a grasp on it all? What do you do then? Help?
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