I am almost two years post op. i had GBS Oct.1, 2007 and lost 128lbs. I got down to 147 and to a size 6. I have gained 13lbs. It all started at Christmas last year. I figured out I could eat choclate with no dumping problems. The last three months I have been severely depressed and when I'm depressed, I eat. I wish I would get sick from choclate. I enlisted my husband to help me stay away from it but now I just hide it. I don't want to be fat again and I am scared to death that I will. I am able to eat normal pretty much now and that scares me. I think I really screwed things up and now my tool is ruined. What can I do to reverse all the damage or can I. Do I need a revisel surgery to start over again? Has this ever been done? I also have a problem with drinking with my meals. I just can't seem to keep this rule. The food dosen't go down well with out a sip of water. I just don't know what to do and I am so ashamed of what I've done. I feel like I have failed at this wonderful gift I have been given. HELP!!!!!!!!!!!
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